seriously it dosen't matter anymore.
nothing would change my mind.
exams are over! not really very in a happy mood. because i did not put in much effort. anddddddddddddd. got camp preparations and camp! which i dun wan to gooooooo. it so rush. even is slack, i also dun wan tooooo gooooo. even how much fun it is.....i still dun wan to go.
i got the feeling that i wun enjoy this camp! simply there is no passion. the passion which i used to have is no longer there. the passion to do my duties is no longer there. everything used to be there is no longer there. i still enjoyed doing the events. but i had separated them. event is event. council is council. maybe i will never get back the passion. because of that one comment. no point doing so much things, when u can't see it and give negtative comments. garahhhhh. buttttttttttt. J____ I____ is the only event i want to participate! maybe i get back the passion from there? which is impossible?
and i going to look forward to going to cca! woots!
