Thursday, December 18, 2008
*speechless* hais..today wake up of swollen eyes..lie to my mum i cry during the dreams..and its very stupid not to say ut th reasons why. i noe mum noe i lie to her, but she just keep quiet.
today cca is disaster, nagged by kayin, wad win teh presentation, i tell u seriously i wun win..if i win pigs will fly...ya no motivation is needed from you, i dun need motivation,wads the use? will things changed? definetely a no...u sae how hopeless i am now, i knew i am hopeless, just give me time..i hope i can not be a hopeless freak again. sorry for scolding u today, jz have a bad mood.
IDUNOEWHATTODO.IDUNOEWHATTODO.IDUNOEWHATTODO.IDUNOEWHATTODO.
IAMLOST.IAMLOST.IAMLOST.IAMLOST.IAMLOST.IAMLOST.IAMLOST.
CAN THINGSJUSTGOBACKTOTHEPAST.INOEISIMPOSSIBLE.BUTICANCHOOSETO
LIVEINTHEPAST.WHEREIAMJUSTWHOISUPOOSEDTOBE.IHATEMYSELFFORBEINGSO
USELESSANDHOPELESS.HOPETIMEWILLHEALTHEPAINIGET.CRYINGISNOTTHEBEST
METHODTOUSE.IHATEYOUTHATSWHATICANDO.
{/12/18/2008}
Au Revoir!.