Friday, December 19, 2008
i am blogging again in the morning. well, thanks mama yesterday. your hugs and letting me cry is the best thing..thanks..sorry for not telling you anything..and truelly say i tot u will scold me for cying..but endsup different? maybe u oso changed too?
this to days i sleep dam early lorh..10 something sleep le, i dun wan to do anything, watch tv and listen to music........all i dun wan to do le, i just want to sleep..forget everything..go to have a dream and hopes is a good dream..
sorry for thosei never reply yr sms...realli no mood to reply...sorry...
go to caa or not?go to cca or not?go to cca or not? go to cca or not? blah blah....
really dun wan to go lorh, i oso never do anything cuz i already give up the hope on ocmpetition le, and still gt reasons behind...
who can change blogskin ar? perhaps i am not as lively as before, the rainbow in the blogskin is so coloufrful, but my life is dull....no hope in anything i do..even my tuition teacher like tad sae...
DUH....how i wish....i can go to a country..where nobody knows me? everything start anew, forget the past, learn to know new people, start my own life, start anew, maybe i am a better person than now..but i gt no $$$$$$...than i tink i hsould be what i am going to be now..
i dun wan see u cause i noe my emotions will come out and i cry?..jz like wangda sae i am weak..
{/12/19/2008}
Au Revoir!.