life is unfair, there will be up and down, u canot predict wad will happen next, this is when i can't control my feeling n emotions. i dun wan aniting to happen suddenly, i dun wan tings jz happen so sudden that i canot accept the fact n cope it....but wad can i do....i will jz cry..n let my emotions out..sometym i feel myself for bein so useless, why can't i jz control my emotions? n make myself ashame n embarrased....i wana b strong..mayb in sch u will c tad i was veri happy..but actaually i m nt...i dun wan ppl worry about me..

this few weeks realli drivin me crazy....i realli put in so much effort n i alreadi try my very best..i realli hope tad my effort pays off..but who knows?tings will nt go the way tad u wan..evey ting is fate..mayb u tink tad u make a lot of effort..but mayb there is ppl outside..put in more effort than u..u will never noe...ppl always sae tad as long u do yr very best..if u win or nt dosen realli matter but the process is more important...but i realii sacrifies a lot of tings..if i lose..i realli will regret...i dun care abt the process...all i wan is win....lose=all effort is gone...

competition over, n u tink tad i can relax n rest? no way..i still gt tons of project work n homework to do..i canot rest..i realli stressed up...can't u ppl let me off?jz 1 day of rest..u can't spare me?i realli tired..i realli canot cope...u noe tad i can cry cuz i get stressed..i realli dun lyk the feelings of tear cumin out...is lyk dam irritatin..lyk tap open n never close it..tears keep flowig down...

but i wan to thx to this few people who is here to support n help me durin the competition...so this is the people: jolene, xian hui , wanqi....THX FOR YR HELP....realli veri touched n happy tad u guys help us along...if nt we will need to overnite again....love u guys.....